shu ying is sick......again

Down with slight fever, cough and cold. The usual illness lar. sobs.

I couldnt really sleep well. because i was coughing non stop, the whole night. My chest is uber painful after all those coughing. :( i dun wanna take that medicine that makes me sleep. Because im very busyyyyyyyy.

Offer me tender, loving, care lar...i will sure recover quickly!!! Somebody...ANYBODY!!!!

*cough cough cough*

wooohoo...all the phelgm...omg IS THIS SWINE FLU???

shu ying is emo

Have been sleeping a lot lately. I sleep although im not tired. Obviously, my body needs rest. I have been deprived of sleep for dunno how many nights.

Not only my body is tired, im tired of life as well. This is so negative but i really feel this way. Nothing to look foward to, nothing to look backward also. What izzit in life that im lacking of?
Can somebody tell me the answer?

I have no mood to do anything at all. But in fact i have lots of things lining up, waiting for me to complete them. I am not motivated. At all.

Im starting to think. Do friends really exist? Do they really care about u?

I feel very lonely. I feel insecure as well. Every night.

Somebody teach me how to be a human.

I miss those times.

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i dunno what im talking about anyway. Ignore me.

A Quick Update

im too tired and lazy. Argh..i have the mood to blog. but i can barely open my eyes. Coffee doesnt work on me. YEAY. That means i can drink whenever i want, how much i want.

Btw....old town white coffee....SUPER DUPER NICE....OMG!!!!!..cant forget that aroma. I remembered i hated coffee and coca cola so much. Now, i love drinking coffee and don't mind drinking coca cola, although i still dun really like soft drinks. Hmm...ppl change???

But i drank coffee with an empty stomach, and i skipped lunch. So? I got gastric lor. Didnt feel well, but memang dai sei. But i was so busy that i have no time for lunch k?? sorry my poor little body, i will take care of you next time.

i got lots of things to blog lor:
1. my maid who ranaway and stole my money, luckily not my ipod (doubt that she knows wads an ipod) and jeweleries
2. how clumsy and emo i was in ttc
3. how busy i am
4. how disappointed i was

I just realised i havent started on the stupid moral survey. ANYBODY WANNA DO MY SURVEY? Its about teenage pregnancy. sorry, not about sex toys or sex or masturbation.

stupid hospitals, faster call me lar, i wanna play doctor for a week!

im hungry ahhhhhhhh

currently at ttc. rushing to finish the notes. my students are so blessed lor. i type everything nicely for them, not PHOTOSTATE for them. somore i put colour. weee super teacher.

HUNGRY AH....YOU TIAN MANA MAKANAN?!?!??!?!?!?!

i am mentally drained..need a bed :(:(

Boredom

Watched american idol yesterday, so glad that Kris won. Haha, sorry adam fans. I really don't like adam, i admit that his voice is unique, but not my cup of tea. Besides kris has a nice voice..hahaha!

Im so bored! i havent felt BORED for a long time. And i don't wanna touch anything that is related to college/work.

Im so bored to the extend that i donno wad to blog also. Just updating for the sake of updating.

Was really upset yesterday. dun have to sad mood to blog about it anymore. sleeping helps to relieve depression haha.

ok. update later

time flies

time really flies. and first semester is gonna end..really soon. To be exact, in less than 2 weeks time.

it has been really really really hectic. This is not gonna end until next week.

well..wish me luck.

failure

i've tried to excel, but i just simply cant.

im so sorry.

i've tried my best.

and im not as good as you think.

I'm nothing but a great disappointment

i am physically unwell. i am mentally exhausted. i am spiritually empty.

gosh. im so negative.

oh well, but this is me.

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my moral teacher is so sick. he cannot stop blabbering about masturbation, sex, sex toys, incest etc etc.

wth. itz so sick. u call that moral?

cirit-birit

It was a normal day yesterday, until i went to asia cafe to have dinner. My dad loves asia cafe, and i do not know why. So i ate chicken chop because i was craving for western food and peppercorn wasnt open.

Went home after that, stomachache starts. Keep on going to the toilet (to do business of course). I think it all sums up to about 2-3 times. I thought it was nothing and would be fine after resting. So i went to bed early, and also because i have ISAT the next day.

To my horror, i couldnt sleep the whole night. The pain, is totally unbearable. I went to toilet to do business again, this time 2-3 times. But my stomachache still didnt subside. I force myself to sleep.

1 o clock..cant sleep
2 o clock...still cant sleep
3 o clock...very pain..very awake, very worried
4 o clock... couldnt bear it anymore. So i called my mum, using my cell phone of course. I also asked mummy to bring the chinese medicine (tou tong san) for me, as i cannot walk. My body was very warm that time also.

So i took the medicine, pain subsided for a while, and i went to sleep. Finally.
At 630 am, mum insisted me to see the doctor. I was reluctant because i was very sleepy, and of course my pain came back again, so i had to go.

Went circling around taipan to find a clinic that is opened. The doctor check check check, pressed my stomach, wow ...damn pain lar, stupid doctor. Doctor said i have some bacterial infection.And fever is one of the symptoms.

So all together,i have to take 5 types of medicine, and the oral salt to prevent my body from dehydrating. After the check-up, rushed to the test venue to take my ISAT.

Being the girly-girl me, i hate swallowing tablets. My second phobia after ghosts. I nearly choked to death ok...luckily i didnt die. I thought i was gonna die hahaha.

So lesson learned, take care of urself when u have major exams. Dun simply ingest something that is not clean. SOB.