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Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this!

Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

My favourite: life is unfair, get used to it!!!

Thoughts Of The Day

Everybody's blog post for today starts like this:
"Got back my papers today. I'm disappointed in bla bla bla, could have done better."

Well, same for me! i'm very, utterly, ultimately, indisputably disappointed with chemistry and biology. i know i shouldn't rant about this, but i can't help it. It's too disappointing. Very hard to smile lar now.

Anyway, i still have time to redeem myself. It's just that whether i want to do it, or not.

I checked my mail, after n years. As expected, it's filled with tina's fowarded-and-sometimes-funny emails. Mom's emails about raping and health and prevention of H1N1. And, some uni application emails. But i've checked them, no new ones, scared the shit out of me. Thought i was late.

Saw this email that brian sent me, about the MJ ghost. Audio file somore. I opened it and closed without watching it. I thought it was some joke, but looks like something scary. i closed it immediately. i want to sleep peacefully tonight. Because i dreamt of another ghost yesterday. A transperant ghost. But i can see the ghost. Anyway it's scary lar. All ghosts are. Don't bullshit about how brave are you, not scared, bla bla bla. wait till u see the REAL THING, then we'll see who pees in their pants first.

And also, Momma's habit to send me emails about how the world filled with perverts, raping pretty and young girls like me. I'm kinda fed up and scared at the same time. I mean, why does the world has to be like that?! It's so frustrating. Not my fault that you are sexually aroused. Get a prostitute or a sex toy! It also makes me very timid lar. For example, i don't dare to take the cab alone, whereas there are girls who do that daily. Oh well, i'm a spoilt brat, i have momma fetching me everyday. BE JEALOUS!

I have to really work hard this time, no more feeling over-confident. The look of disappoinment on my parents face really hurt me. deep. sigh, sorry lar.

Think i'm gonna wear my sis' clothes for a while. SO SICK OF MY WARDROBE. took me ages to get dressed up today. spent a long time in underwear to decide what to wear for today. Anyway she doesn't wear those, so i'll help her.

October's coming, lots of birthdays coming too. which indirectly means i'm broke.

That's all. toodles. peace.

Oh MY! I havent blogged about CHSB Form 5 08 gathering.

Don't be jealous!!! I WILL!!

Sunrise, S5'08 @ Broga

Before going up

First Peak

Queen Shu Ying

Kah Lee Shu Ying

Chun Wai Shu Ying

Kah Lee Hua Yin Shu Ying

Donno where is this

2nd peak

My Favourite

Cantik right? if you're adventurous enough, you can have ur wedding photos taken here. That is, provided if u're willing to climb up in HEELS!!!

Nah, actually u can change into ur wedding gown up there. nobody can see.

*sorry lar, we only use lousy camera, not Digial Single-Lens Reflex Camera*
*pictures are not in sequence, i'm lazy.*

Broga Hill Expedition (updated)

Kah Lee, Hua Yin and I gathered in Sunway Pyramid to have dinner, at kim gary. Since i've never tried the cheese rice, so i gave it a try. It was so-so. Ok lar. I've had better cheese. So we talked and talked, mostly about hua yin's kiasu singaporean friends. haha.

After that, we went SHOPPING. A girl's thang. My itchy hands led me to another pair of earrings. *don't slap me* And kah lee bought a pouch, which is full of cat prints. *Told u that one is better lor, the brand that starts with G, Golla i think, i don't know lar* We were so tired, that our legs hurt eventhough we wore sneakers. Actually i think right, walking in heels is a very good exercise for your legs. but it hurts like bitch.

And i know it's bad for ur urinary bladder. Somehow. It's also bad for your spine. I also thought that there should be a 'running-in-high-heels-competition'. U know, like skating, maybe in the olympics. They have 'man and beast' competition, where men and beast compete. Of course the beast will win, kinda stupid show actually. Men who think that they are great. So why not? 'woman and heels'. Hmm..also, categories like 1 inch heels, 2 inch heels, 5 inch heels. Or different kinds of heels like wedges, strappy, stilletos and so on. Well, i can picture lots of sprained ankels.

Ok back to my point. After shopping, boon wei came to pick us up, and drove to our commander's house. It's chun wai lar, he calls himself the commander. And we talked and talked nonsense in his house. Everybody competing to use the laptop. For what purpose u may ask? It's to HARVEST our crops. Barn buddy, happy farm, country story, all the farm games, u name it! And boon wei wanna update his blog lar. which took ages. Kah Lee was screaming for boon wei to finish. And also, zhen yoong with his friends for sale.

Us, GIRLS slept in Chun Wai's room. He complaied bout the girls' smell when we left, what u call it? 'nu ren wei' Sorry lar chun wai! The girls didn't sleep actually. For the whole night. We were talking, and talking, endless talkings. About anything under the sun. And we woke up at 4. Actually we didn't wake up at 4, we waited until 4. Washed up and change. Had breakfast.

Oh my, tell u man, chun wai is so kiamsiap with all the milo and coffee. Everyone has only HALF A PACKET. Kai jie ransacked the whole kitchen and there is nothing to eat. Seriously. Waited for mun hon and eng yuan to come. and we BERTOLAK to broga hill. We were practically having disco in chun wai's car. All the techno songs, now he has gotten me to like techno songs. Oh My!!!

Reached there, took our our weapons - tongkat and torchlight and started hiking. About 30-40 minutes later. We reached the first peak. PRETTY SCENERY!! all the mist and all, and most importantly, SUN-RISE. this beautiful thing totally made waking up early worth it. I'm sorry, let me rephrase it. Waiting until 4am with eyes open and mouth open worth it. Without doubt, we CAMWHORED, for good cause. Not the camwhore to show wad u wear for the day and all those shit camwhore. I'm so sorry to those who are offended. But who cares. It's not everyday u're are at a hilltop rite?

Moving on to the 2nd peak. Some assholes were smoking, so we didn't wanna stay there. We ran to the 3rd peak. Yeah RUN! to climb to the 3rd peak is much harder. Lots of rocks, gotta use the rock. AND THERE WERE LOTS OF BEES. I'm so stupid i wore shorts. But guess i'm not sweet enough, the bees didn't sting me. Because my pathetic scream scared them away. The scenery is sooooooooooooooooooooooo BEAUTIFUL!!!!

Saw a cute dog on the way down, kah lee was petrified and she ran down. Hahahahah!!!!!! I feel like i'm 50 years older lor. Even aunties and uncles can hike faster than me, without tongkat some more. They gave me the look as if i'm blocking their way, a huge obstacle. hurt sangat.

After that, KAJANG SATAY. Not very nice actually. the restaurant which serves that is closed. OWWWH....

I love mountain hiking, although it's quite tiring because i havent been exercising *sorry brian, i broke my promise* but it's worth it.

Last but not least, it's great to have high school friends around. Miss you all!! Can't wait for the next gathering. I Love 5S5!

Photos, next post please.

Broga Hill Expedition

First of all, let me tell u where da hell is broga hill. It's located in Semenyih, near Seremban.

Actually i'm busy watching nodame cantabile, not in the mood to update about this. ARGH I'M SO SORRY S5!!!

Next destination after Maths

Time to update lar. I know. I wasn't busy, just didnt have the mood.

Last day of Trials (maths paper)

Hmm..as Brian said the paper is not hard. it's difficult. the paper's soft! We (shu ying, bruce, brian, wai san, steph yeap, nikkil) went for final destination after the paper. I'm not gonna talk about how we went up the tropicana city escalator rite, and then decided to head to 1U for absolutely NO REASON. and and how we changed restaurant for NO REASON also.

And final destination is OK. not as gory as i thought. EXCEPT for the swimming pool part. EWWWWWWW!!!! But it's still okay. Not much blood. the blood is extremely fake also. Haha..it's just funny in a way lar. Brian and I were laughing...laughing and laughing!! We should have watched it in 3D lar!

Anyway, a big thanks to brian who is so kind enough to send me back to college. So girls out there, pls consider him, he's a very nice guy haha!!

Great outing!!

Broga Hill

I'm off to broga hill

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

don't miss me =)

Nightmares. Again.

I've been telling ppl that i constantly have nightmares, especially this year. Well, it happened this afternoon again, during my beauty nap.

What i've dreamt about today is still haunting me until now. Flashbacks of my life. My family, my friends, my relationships, my studies...Everything, is in the dream. Everything about me just started coming out from my sea of thoughts. I can even see my band life in the dream.

It's not actually a happy dream i would say. As far as i remember, i was crying really bad in the dream, not only crying exactly but screaming and wailing. And when i woke up my eyes are wet. Very chai leong i know.

Spooky. I woke up for dinner, feeling as crappy as ever. Had no appetite and didn't eat much.

I remember my last nightmare, was about a sinking ship. Something like that lar. Boss intepreted my dream, saying that i want to run away from my problems and struggle dealign with them.

And the dream before the sinking ship is about a cannibal eating a small little girl, and the little girl was crying for my help. Scary lar.

And the very traumatising dream, which i forgot. I couldn't sleep the night after that dream. hmmm......................GAH can't remember.

How bout this one boss? Am i gonna die? Because ppl say u see ur life flashback as you're gonna die. Is it true? Am i dying? If you've found me dead, just come to my funeral service, much appreciated though.

HAHA. not that i can control my destiny. So forget it.

Maths was rubbishie, disappointed in my performance. I could have done better. But no point looking back. Because at my back, it's my bookshelf. Not the flashback of maths exam.

On the other hand, pn mahani said i did well for chemistry SRT. Wow, such a shocker. All the sleepless nights, trying to find the best article, KILLS. I'm very happy that my hardwork paid off, definitely. Don't spam in my chatbox saying i'm lansi. If you want to shit, go to the toilet pls. I don't think u live in china like yu chuan, with dirty-doorless toilets rite?

Back to the point. I Am HAPPY. And sad.

I need something. to complete me. I'm so boring!!!!

What's the purpose of life? To waste time.
Nolar, it is to enjoy life to the fullest, to achieve nirvana, to go to the 1st world (i forgot the term, pls correct me, it's something bout christianity one), to get good karma and etc etc etc.

I AM SO RANDOM TODAY.

My Bornday

My birthday is coming, and my wishlist is just toooooooooooooo long.
I am a very vain person, so u can guess what's IN my wishlist.
And i doubt that anyone would give me lar.

Haha. Bf also wont give lar. Needless to say about those who reads this post.

Actually, the emo side of me thinks that birthday is just another day, nothing special. Just another boring day that i have to study for my finals. Because normally major exams are end of the year rite. And shouldnt be birthdays be meaningful to ur mommy, because that's the day she gave birth to you.

Life is somehow ___________________

Fill in the blank.