My Suprise Birthday

Baboon Wei has already blogged about the event nicely.

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Photos are already there. credits to Yi-Rui and Choon Lim.

Everybody has a DSLR except meeeee. even my lousy olympus camera died on my last day of SAM.

I'm not gonna elaborate further. Just wanna say a BIG thank you to:

Boon Wei, Eng Yuan, Yi-Rui, Choon Lim, Kai Jie, Mun Hon, Zhen Yoong...

AND Last but not least, our commander..WONG CHUN WAI...

I love the cake...wooooooo...TASTY

Yi-rui's present is thoughtful and lovely. *HUGS GIRL*

So touched that choon lim and eng yuan came eventhough they have exams like TOMORROW. What to do? they love me =)

Thanks for SOMEONE who left chocolate stains on my cushion pillow!!! WHO WAS IT?! SURRENDER NOW BEFORE I EAT U UP!!

Once again, THANK YOU PPL!!! MUACK!! i'm so iiko right now.

Not to forget, a big thank you to those who wished me via sms, msn, facebook, phone (iiko. we talked from 12 to 4am), or face to face.

I feel so loved. awwwwww.

Big thanks to my family also...who celebrated a day after...blog about this some other time.




*I can't resist, stole this from boon wei's blog. It's too nice already. Anyway, pls visit his blog lar, click the advertisements also. His blog is more cantik than mine.Besides, u can see my crappy photos there! HAHA! Got nice ones also lar...don't run away!!

maybe i should not expect too much

Aww Moments

Awww...everybody looks good here.

From left to right: Shu Ying, Wai San, Stephanie Yeap, Huei Wen

Credits to Jillian who took the time to edit the awesome photo.

Transformation

Was browsing through my photos. I realised......


THAT I LOOKED SO FAT!!!

Woaah. Fat. Dark. Ugly.

Woaaaaah. Fat. Nerdy. Geeky. Ugly!

Wooooaaah!! Dark, Ugly and VERY FAT!!!

LOOK AT MY FACE

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Well,

Thank God for Stress.

I've slimmed down overtime.

Not so fat, still dark and a bit prettier

Can see bones, a bit fairer and not so ugly

Fairer (cause of flash) still with eye bags.

Wooow. NO FATS ON FACE. and pimple-less

WOOOOOOOW FAIR!!! (cause of make up lar)

Notice the differences????

TADAAAAAAAAA!!!!

But i want fats on my body. like this. BONELESS photo.

p.s. yes i admit that i'm bimbo. CANNOT AR? wanna fight?

and i so did not photoshop. cause i'm noob.

Miss my old hairstyle :(

Give me back my bangs!!

Not only lalas can have bangs. Normal ppl look great in bangs too.

Lost Dog

My dog ran away. Last night. When i was happily chatting with friends.

Only realised this noon. That she's gone.

I've already searched every playground, every back lane, every street.

Holding her favourite snack and her chain, walking and walking.

Yet theres no sign of her. What i get in return, are just useless blisters.


And all i see are fucking cats lying around. With their fucking eyes staring at me.

Theres nothing i can do, but to wait.

And Hope.

Hope that she doesnt get into an accident.

Hope that she knows her way back.

Hope that she does not starve to death.

Pls pray for me, and her.

If u have a heart.

For those who hate her, u already have ur wish. She's lost now.

Stress

i want to die

Big Mouths

Some ppl just have big mouths.

And they will never learn.

Trying to talk big so u will get accepted into the group?

Think again.

What to do. They are born to be dumb.

They don't understand. And never will.

Enough said.

Unpleasent Dinner

I woke up from my nap, and headed to the dining hall to take my dinner. Mum gave me a piece of fish meat (called yuee beng in cantonese). I told my mum i dun really like it because it's very hard. I havent even took a bite.

And, my brother took out his hand, wanting to grab my meat. I stopped him of course, scolding him why was he taking my meat when i didnt say i want to give him.

He said, 'u said it's hard so i assume that u dun want to eat it.' I told him in a quite loud voice, 'ppl didnt say give u, don't simply take other ppl's food.' I'm teaching him ok, dun want him to end up like samuel.

Then he scolded me straight away. '@*#@#)!@&%#($@#@" dunno wad he said angrily. Then he cried. My grandma, grandpa, mum started scolding me, saying i was trying to pick a fight. Ask me to shut up lar, dont make so much noise. WOW. i said one line, they gave me 100 lines.

Bascially, i sat there to be scolded only. I continued eating because i know if i fight back i'll lose. definitely. He started it! NOT ME!

I'm quite suprised that i didnt get pissed off and throw tantrum at my mum.

I donno what had provoked him. It's just FISH MEAT HELLO. I GIVE YOU LAR. issh.

I'm supposed to cry, not him!

Hair

I cannot take it anymore. I HATE MY HAIR.
It's sooooooooo ugly to the brim.
So frizzy, so dry.
Regardless of how much conditioner i use per day.

Why cant i just have normal hair like everybody else? silky straight hair is what i want now.

I hate waking up in the morning looking like a lioness.

I look like a taylor swift wannabe, the failed version of her.

When i tie it up, it looks like a mass of hair ball.

When i let it down, i look like a cannibal/lioness.

When i trim it thinner, it goes wild. i.e. goes curlier.

I look ugly in photos.

I cannot style my hair in anyway.

This sucks man. sucks to be a girl with hair mood swings.

GUH. I FEEL SO UGLY RIGHT NOW! '

Nobody tells me i have nice hair. This is sooooooo sad!! =(

But if u wanna tell me i have nice hair, pls say it from your heart lar. Don't kiss my sexy ass =).

Don't tell me to straighten or do rebonding, u give me money first before saying that.


YOU SUCK! HAIR!!

HEADACHE

Table Lamps

My 100th post, is about table lamps.

For your information, i cannot study/do work without my table lamp. My celing lamps are not bright enough.

One day, when i was studying for my trials, my dear old friend, table lamp 1 burnt off. Well, table lamp 1 had served me well. I got it when i was in std 1. yeah, we're good old friends. We've been through good times, and bad times. But, table lamp 1 is old now, it has to go.

So i replaced it with table lamp 2. Table lamp 2 burnt off in just about few weeks. OMGOODNESS! Is this a sign of studying too much?

Nah, we can never study too much. But we can study too little. Guess table lamp 2 is lousy.

Time to change its bulbs.

Anyway. Class debate today. Some class activity. GUESS WHAT?
My team won. AND.........
I'm the best speaker.

Wow..never in my life i've won something like that. I remembered when i first joined debate, that was when i was f2. I caused the whole team to lose. HAHA. Now i'm the best speaker. WOW. I'm still in awe.

Time to study. I need to get rid of facebook.

FACEBOOK KILLS.

Mixed Feelings on a Friday Night

Woke up quite late today, as i wasn't feeling really well. College was....fine. Nothing much. Just that i've gotten back my forecast. It's good, i would say. I have to study very hard, to maintain this. It's actually, very stressful. Oh well, i'm just whining as usual. Ignore.

Have i mentioned that i HATE taylor's dance club. They do not keep to their words. Always ffk. Today's the 3rd time, i got turned down when i reach there. I was so angry, i just wanted to slap them, especially the guy named TAN JIA YI. Don't be fooled by his pretty name, he's a guy, a pathetic and self-centered one. I'm NEVER going back there again, eventhough i love dancing. Oh well, they just make me so angry, and they don't know it. Besides, i cannot fit in to those group of ppl. THEY ARE WEIRD. Well, what to do, A levels ppl mah, they live in their own tiny world, always thinking that they're superior over others.

I reached there, there were more girls, and only a boy (which is the pathetic tan jia yi). He keeps complaining that he's the only guy..bla bla bla bla, all the guys ffk..bla bla bla. Hello?! who ffk me all the time. And A levels ppl. I REALLY DON'T LIKE THEM. I just don't like them. THey're so......so....childish. Acting like young children screaming here and there. Camhowring and acting cute and stuff. UGH. TADIKA SRI KL IS NEXT DOOR.

Oh yeah, did i mention that this sissy guy cannot dance at all? I partnered with him for quite a couple of times. And he blames ME all the time when HE does something wrong.
(a) I'm not on beat lar.
(b) I wrong leg lar.
(c) I jump too high lar.
(d) I do wrong step lar.
Everytime it's MY FAULT. But in the end, he'll get scolded by the tutor because it's so damn obvious, that it's his mistake. Stop blaming me lar asshole. I know i'm too good for you. You just have to bring me down to make urself feel better. AIYA, save energy and sao pei.

Hello fucker, i learn piano and i was a band member. ANd you? errrrrrrrr......nooby? I KNOW HOW TO COUNT BETTER THAN YOU. undeniably. "You're slow lar!" , his favourite quote. Hello sissy boy, u're fast lar. Everytime he says this rite, i'll keep quiet. I'm so fed up of telling him. I Just don't wanna open my mouth, because he won't listen. Talk about stone head eh? Use ur brain to count can or not, if u cannot do it mentally then count it out loud. NOBODY WILL LAUGH AT YOU. BECAUSE we all know YOU'RE STUPID.

Anyway, let's move on to your ego. Everytime he sees me, he'll sure say "aiya SAM super easy one lar, no need to study. My AS is the hard one..NEXT WEEK LER!"....SO? study lar? wad u want me to do?

I didn't even want to reply him, just totally ignored him and walked away since there is no more dance class. He said this to me A LOT OF TIMES. But he's so dumb to know that i'm offended, just that i don't show my emotions. Yalar, i know A levels is very hard. SO?! i think i can to 10 thousand times better than you if i do A levels.

THey just dun fucking understand how the concept of SAM works. They only think that we already achieved 50% of the marks, the rest is just 50%. So finals is 50% only. Which means, no need to study so much. They donno we have moderation, which is highly dependent on your group, and ur final performance.

Hello, group moderation ok? not individual moderation. If ur class suck, no matter how smart are you, still gone case. Understand or not? stupid boy. bet u'll die in my class. Get this concept right dumb ass. Actually i don't bother to explain lar, he wont listen and understand. No need to waste precious energy on explaining. He cant even count 1 2 3 4. How do u expect him to know what's moderation.

Few more things, sissy boy, FYI,
1. i speak mandarin and you're not the only one who can.
2. I am one of the top students, you're not. Learn how to count the 1 2 3 4 first.
3. Don't criticise about courseworks, it's not easy as it seems. I get full marks for almost all my courseworks for every subject. CAN YOU?! I'm not bullshitting, i really have full marks.
4. I am a straight A student and you're not.
5. you're not very good in latin only. u're in high demand becuase theres a shortage of guys. Pls don't keep implying that u're so important. Very annoying ok? I can do guy steps also ok?

conclusion is? you suck. don't criticise others.
MJ: "if u wanna make the world a better place, take a look at urself and make a change.'

My most frequently used words are 'hello' and 'ok'. My new discovery.

Counting Down

Hello slackers, 25 days to finals only ok.

SLAP YOURSELF! WAKE UP!!!

WE ARE NOT KIASU ENOUGH!

G3 needs to pawn everybody in SAM!

Random Thoughts

I need to increase my kiasu-ism.

My dog looks unhappy today, i should take her for a walk.

I need to cut my hair.

I want a bigger bed.

I want longer legs.

I want a red dress.

After all it doesnt matter

I don't know why am i holing on to it, until now. it's not working out and i know it deep down inside. But i keep denying the fact. Why am i doing this?

Knowing this would hurt me inside out.

All the little details are insignificant. Everything is meaningless and pointless.

What was important to me, doesn't matter to me anymore.

I have to bury these feelings inside me.

Because i know, it is not worth it.

Because i know, things will not get better.

Because i know, God loves me.

Poopology

Wai San: Why is shit brown in colour?

Ms Cheang: Because of some chemicals, that the body secretes. It's called bilburin (i'm not sure of the spelling).

HAHA.

Only G3 will get this joke.