I am tired, physcially. Mentally still very alert in fact. But, i am not motivated to do anything now. Is this tiredness or laziness?

Well, im just giving myself excuses. Sometimes ppl tell me that i overwork, but i really think i am not giving my best, for the day itself. I feel that i can actually do more.

Sigh, is this a sign of being a workaholic next time?

But now, i cannot sleep. ugh, insomia. Maybe it's due to consuming too much caffeine today. Sigh, i think im getting addicted to coffee.

Is it because of depression that i start to drink coffee?

I don't feel like sleeping, nor doing my work. Hate this kinda feeling.

Ugh...forgot what i wanted to write.

anyway, nights