Monday, June 22, 2009

Boredom

I'm so bored that i feel so emo.

Entertain me pls.

Especially YOU!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

sorry

No words can describe how i feel now.

I don't know wad to feel or how to deal with it.

Sorry is not the way to solve a problem.

What's done cannot be undone.

That's how things work.

A secret to u means confidential.

But ur secret to someone else may not have the same meaning.

U can never count on anybody.

U can bever tust anybody in this world.

It's best to be alone.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Awesome technology


As im home quarantined, i cant make it to the gathering :(
FEAR NOT. WE HAVE WEBCAMS.
YEAY!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Home quarantine

Yes, im not joking. My whole family is home quarantined, including my maid.

Went to college as usual, forgot to do my hwk on energy changes. So busy copying answer lor.

Mum sent me a text message, asking me to call her immediately. I asked permission to make that emergency phone call.

Mum told me dad is test positive with H1N1 flu, and i need to go home after college today. I teared abit, but then wiped off as i do not want everybody to see me crying.

Feeling worried, i couldn't concentrate in class. So many things running in my mind. Olympiad, driving test, daddy, practical write up, ESL presentation. I have to postpone everything of course. But i'm most concerned bout my written practical test.

During free period, rushed to orange room and told Pn Mahani about this. She asked me not to worry about the written practical test, and also asked me to go home. Besides, she asked me to be strong and hope for the best. That time, i was holding my tears back. Can't believe this is happening to my dad.

Then, went to the programme director's office to report about this matter. They ask me to go home immediately as i need to be quarantined. I understand, i might carry the virus and it's not good to infect other ppl. As a result, i have to miss several classes.

Bought lunch and everything and went home. Waited and waited for the health officers to come. They never showed up! We had no choice but to continue wait obviously.

Programme director called my mum, saying that the lecturers will help out with what i missed, asking us to treat this like an extended holiday. I'm so touched by her kindness.

So, we waited until about 11.30pm, then only the health officers show up. They gave us medication, took our temperature, gave us the masks and everything.

Have to eat medicine for 10 days, record down temperature everyday, stay away from each other. Like prison lar omg.

My dad's case is the 22nd H1N1 case in msia. u can read it here.

Treasure ur loved ones, don't take them for granted. Get well soon, dad.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Holding on

i'm trying to stay strong. I must do this. I can do this. I must do this.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Uber angry

Everyday, about 8-9 in the morning, i'll receive some nonsense message from some stupid service. The number is 36181.

Let me give u an example of the message they send:
'A crocodile always grows new teeth to replace the old teeth. Amazing eh?'

What kinda nonsense is this.

And guess what? 1 message costs RM3.00. I didn't know it's eating up my credit, and i always wonder why my credit finishes so fast eventhough i don't call or sms anyone EXCESSIVELY.

Like fuck, i realised it today when i checked my credit (because i reloaded yesterday). My account should be full. MANA TAU, 3 bucks gone.

With 3 bucks, i can send 300 messages to a maxis number.

Feeling panic, i didn't know what to do. I cannot imagine how much i've rugi-ed for dunno how long. RM3 a day...I thought it's just some nonsense so i delete the stupid message on a daily basis. Mana tau it's eating up my money. I decided to change my number.

But i also dun feel like changing my number, because it's super mafan to tell the whole world that u've changed ur number. So i called that stupid 36181. Couldn't get through of course.

I sent messages like 'stop sending me nonsense'. They sent me a message telling me how to cancel the service. SINCE WHEN DID I SUBSCRIBE TO SUCH NONSENSE?

so i just stopped the service lar. Haih, better realise now than never.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Sick

I feel so sick, coughing the whole day. My abdomen feels so painful. As if i've just worked out, as if i have done 100 sit-ups.

Very pain lar...