BOREDOM

I'm typing this in ttc. i'm so bored lar.

I can't sign into MSN!!

somebody pls entertain me.

I want to go home so badly!!!!

Truly Beaute

15.1.2010

So there was this beauty exhibition, organised by a good friend of mine, John Loke. I'm so glad that he told me about this because i got lots of freebies and services =) I was one happy girl.

This beauty exhibition was held in the Mid Valley Convention Centre. I registered for 2 seminars, one is about how to do natural look make up which is so damn freaking simple just that i don't have the tools. Another one, which i missed because the stalls are too attractive, is the night diva look, nvm i can search for the tutorial from youtube.

It's really fun to be pampered. I got free nail art, 10 fingers! free skin analysis and free hair analysis as well as fat analysis. Im not much of a fan of manicure, and i also hate putting glitters on my fingers, it's such a hindrace you know! I don't understand how those ppl put extensions on their nails some more. How to take out contacts like that? Well, I had a wedding to attend the next day so i just did it for fun. And it's such a nuissance, i'll never do it again. I HATE MANICURE.

Walked around, saw lots of cosmetics lar, tempted to buy but kanasai! i brought very little money that day. Why oh WHY!!!! the eye shadows are so pretty!!! All the shimmer! oh well i'm too poor to buy all these. But i bought lots of skin care tho. For my mom and sis too. hahaha. Borosnya.

Oh yeah, the adonis ppl said my skin is HORRIBLY BAD. Very dry, clogged pores, wrinkles, blackheads (i've forgotten what's the correct term for blackheads). I was like wtf and really shocked, but it's the truth, my sleeping hours are so inconsistent. My skin is worse than zhini's skin!! NO!!!! Haha. Bought some serum for them, and im entitled to a facial treatment worth RM180. Not as geng as Likee, RM690 facial treatment, deng. I should have gone for the quiz hahah!

I also got free hair treament worth about RM500, going for it next friday. The analyst said my hair is very healthy and i have a lot of hair. This is great because i won't bald =) And she said my hair is pretty =) Natural curls rock! you suck straight hair! ok lar u don't suck just that i rock!

What else? I should have bought more stuffs larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh yeah i bought a hair volumising thing, gives volume to your hair! But i don't really know how to put it. So yeah.

Well, this exhibition does not only showcase cosmetics lar, tho there are many stalls showing cosmetics and skin cares. They also showcased plastic surgery (yeah i'm not kidding), slimming sessions and also spa, massages. All these are not useful to me so i don't care. But one thing that fascinated me is the breast implant! So cool! Not the conventional breast implant, the improved breast implant, so durable and soft, feels so natural! It's so durable that it wont break off even if i pierce it with a knife. I think i might consider breasts implant when i'm older. IMHO, i don't think it's wrong to have plastic surgery? Why issit wrong? as long as i can afford it.

I want more eye shadows! i want gel eyeliner!! I'm being so vain! But it's reasonable because I'm a GIRL who wants to be PRETTY.

Quote: Ugly girls do not exist, but lazy girls do!

So true, we girls should adopt this concept and start pampering ourselves!

Car

I'm getting my car sooooooooooooooooooon!

in a few hours

gosh i'm so excited!!

but i can sleep lar =)

U need to pay me to drive u around!!!

Deep, deep down inside me

I am very unhappy.

I thought I've let go everything and i really felt that sense of relieve. Really, i did.

But I'm wrong.

Is it because I'm too greedy?

Greedy to the extend that i always feel not contented with what I have.

Or should i say I'm just striving for more every time but i fail.

Cried for no reason. I really don't know why.

Nothing triggered me either.

No appetite, unable to sleep every night

No motivation, no goals.

Why am i like this?

I am really sad that I'm so negative. I cannot change.

Don't try to comfort me, unless you really understand me.

I don't think there's anyone who can.

i cannot sleep

SALES

buy my books.

thank you.

god will bless you.

god won't bless you if you don't buy my books.

thank you =)

Private Tuition

I'm thinking of leaving the tuition centre, and start my own private tuition business. What do you think? I wanna earn extra pocket money of course, don't wanna depend solely on my parents.

I wanna leave the tuition centre for the following reasons:

• The centre is too far, need to waste petrol to go there.
• Low pay (the main reason)
  
• Hate preparing teaching materials
• Very unorganized department, hard to communicate with other tutors of my department
• Needs a lot of effort
  

If i teach for private tuition, maybe RM70/month/student?
I'll ask them to come to my house.

Hmmm..but i don't know how to get studenets? paste notices around?

I'm also unsure of my uni schedule, will it be hectic? until i have no time to rest? needless to say about teaching.

What do you guys think?