Sunday, January 17, 2010

Deep, deep down inside me

I am very unhappy.

I thought I've let go everything and i really felt that sense of relieve. Really, i did.

But I'm wrong.

Is it because I'm too greedy?

Greedy to the extend that i always feel not contented with what I have.

Or should i say I'm just striving for more every time but i fail.

Cried for no reason. I really don't know why.

Nothing triggered me either.

No appetite, unable to sleep every night

No motivation, no goals.

Why am i like this?

I am really sad that I'm so negative. I cannot change.

Don't try to comfort me, unless you really understand me.

I don't think there's anyone who can.

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