kiasu...kiasi

College was so far....quite hectic...homeworks...esp maths and physics.
Hmmm....college life very different lor...haih...i dun want to say this but i actually miss high school lor...im sure everybody feels like that..

In high school...friends stick together...totally opposite with college's friends... or maybe we're not close enough...i wonder...hmmm.
No more spoon feeding...have to find food on ur own d...haih...very hard to adjust lar
how?? im very scared lar...im surrounded by tons of smart and intelligent ppl.

So today right...my friend collapsed in front of the toilet...so i had to bring her to the sick bay...And i had to wait for her mum to come. As a result, i missed my bio lesson....haih...but itz ok, i've done something good. The staff recorded my name..for being helpful and considerate. So i hope i will get a noble prize...XD.

In the end...i have to study on my own. I utilised my break time...by studying in the library. Guess what? my classmates saw me and they called me a nerd lor...i very angry lor FYI. haihz..i missed class mah but U DIDNT! so SHUT UP and FUCK OFF!

asians...truly asians... KIASU!

first day of college

is....nothing special actually. Woke up at 6.15am...i know... super early. Thanks to my brother lar. FYI, his idea of punctuality means he must arrive at his destination half an hour earlier...
Went to grandma's house to fetch my cousin Titus. He changed a lot seriously. From gangster to slightly-gentleman....hmmm...at least he doesnt disturbs me that often anymore.

So i attended sri kl's assembly...quite similar to chs.....excluding the fact that everybody actually SINGS during assembly...semangatnya. And their uniform very ugly lor...seriously...

When itz about time...i walked to taylors...saw many chsians...and lala lor...eye sore. And they look at me as if im their kinda of lala...but i dress damn decent lor...shirt and jeans. After that...hui fern asked me to meet her in asia cafe.. so i went...GUESS WAD I SAW
stupid marcus yap smoking...like so shitty...endangering my lungs..bang the wall pls.
Marcus: 'Today is the last day im gonna smoke.From tomorrow onwards u wont see me holding one cigarette'
Hello..u wanna stop then stop one ah...say until so easy..bang the wall also pls.

Orientation starts at 9. Speehces and speeches and speeches. Some quite boring some quite funny...but most of them are funny...haha. Went to see my class....im in G3!!!! wooo...


- to be continued- wanna sleep

I AM SO SO SO SO SO VERY ANGRY!

this is dedicated to u - my useless and selfish brother

hello dear brother...u broke ur promise again...do u know that u're the most selfish person on earth?! u have no idea how much i've tolerated. u have no idea how much i wanted to kill u since u were born. SO WAD U ARE THE YOUNGEST IN THE FAMILY... DOES THAT MEAN U CAN TAKE EVERYTHING I HAVE? DOES THAT MEAN U CAN EAT MY STUFF?! DOES THAT MEAN U CAN BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING I'VE NOT DONE?!?!??!?!

1. U DELETED ALL MY HONG KONG DRAMAS. From moonlight resonance to drive of life to steps. And not to forget...my movies and songs.
2. U ATE ALL MY FAVOURITE FOOD
3. U LIKE TO DESTROY MY BELONGINGS
4. U TORTURE MY DOG AS IF SHE IS UR RIVAL IN DOTA
5. U INSTALLED USELESS STUFF INTO MY COM
6. U PUT VIRUS IN MY COM
7. U READ MY LETTERS
8. U RANSACK MY ROOM ALL THE TIME
9. U SPREAD RUMOURS THAT ARENT TRUE ABOUT ME
10. U DISTURB ME WHENEVER U'RE FREE
11. U're VERY RUDE
12. U PISS ME OFF WHENEVER U CAN
13 . U THREATHEN ME
14. U'RE USING MY LAPTOP!!!!!! AND U STOLE MY PRINTER AND WEBCAM

MORE TO COME....I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING NOW
IM TOO ANGRY....

DESPITE THAT ALL...I FORGIVE U...thatz rite I FORGIVE AND FORGET
UNLIKE U. I WAS SO ANGRY THAT U DELETED ALL MY MOVIES AND DRAMAS...WHEN U PROMISED THAT U WONT...SO? ARE U HAPPY THAT I CANNOT DOWNLOAD NOW? DUE TO THE FACT THAT MY CURRENT COM IS SO FUCKING SLOW AND I HAVE LIMITED SPACE. OMG...U'RE SO EVIL!!!!!!!!!

ok...and today...i just want to use ur com..to upload MY PICTURES. Besides, mum says we must share the computer. SHARE ok...ITZ NOT UR COMPUTER DAMN BROTHER!
SO WAD ARE UR GOOD DEEDS? U LOCKED UR ACCOUNT. AND U PROMISED TO LET ME USE IT...U USED MY MASKS OK...I HAVENT EVEN USED THEM...SEE I LOVE U SO MUCH STUPID BROTHER...

ok...so i asked u to open ur account...so that i can upload my pictures....and u refused to help me...OK FINE...

so my mum came to help me...being the computer noob...of course she doesnt know how to help me

SO I GOT PISSED....(maybe because of PMS)...i screamed at my brother....(god that hurts coz im having sorethroat)...and he's still glued to my laptop...BUT my mum scolded ME...instead of HIM...WTF?! ITZ HIS FAULT?!...HE PROMISED ME HELLO...

FUCK...i hate my family using the win-win-situation method to solve an argument...itz not my fault ok... FUCK U DAMN BROTHER...IM NEVER CALLING U MY BROTHER...I CANNOT LOVE U UNCONDITIONALLY ANYMORE...GO ROT IN HELL!


argh...im still angry...