shu ying is sick......again

Down with slight fever, cough and cold. The usual illness lar. sobs.

I couldnt really sleep well. because i was coughing non stop, the whole night. My chest is uber painful after all those coughing. :( i dun wanna take that medicine that makes me sleep. Because im very busyyyyyyyy.

Offer me tender, loving, care lar...i will sure recover quickly!!! Somebody...ANYBODY!!!!

*cough cough cough*

wooohoo...all the phelgm...omg IS THIS SWINE FLU???

shu ying is emo

Have been sleeping a lot lately. I sleep although im not tired. Obviously, my body needs rest. I have been deprived of sleep for dunno how many nights.

Not only my body is tired, im tired of life as well. This is so negative but i really feel this way. Nothing to look foward to, nothing to look backward also. What izzit in life that im lacking of?
Can somebody tell me the answer?

I have no mood to do anything at all. But in fact i have lots of things lining up, waiting for me to complete them. I am not motivated. At all.

Im starting to think. Do friends really exist? Do they really care about u?

I feel very lonely. I feel insecure as well. Every night.

Somebody teach me how to be a human.

I miss those times.

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i dunno what im talking about anyway. Ignore me.

A Quick Update

im too tired and lazy. Argh..i have the mood to blog. but i can barely open my eyes. Coffee doesnt work on me. YEAY. That means i can drink whenever i want, how much i want.

Btw....old town white coffee....SUPER DUPER NICE....OMG!!!!!..cant forget that aroma. I remembered i hated coffee and coca cola so much. Now, i love drinking coffee and don't mind drinking coca cola, although i still dun really like soft drinks. Hmm...ppl change???

But i drank coffee with an empty stomach, and i skipped lunch. So? I got gastric lor. Didnt feel well, but memang dai sei. But i was so busy that i have no time for lunch k?? sorry my poor little body, i will take care of you next time.

i got lots of things to blog lor:
1. my maid who ranaway and stole my money, luckily not my ipod (doubt that she knows wads an ipod) and jeweleries
2. how clumsy and emo i was in ttc
3. how busy i am
4. how disappointed i was

I just realised i havent started on the stupid moral survey. ANYBODY WANNA DO MY SURVEY? Its about teenage pregnancy. sorry, not about sex toys or sex or masturbation.

stupid hospitals, faster call me lar, i wanna play doctor for a week!

im hungry ahhhhhhhh

currently at ttc. rushing to finish the notes. my students are so blessed lor. i type everything nicely for them, not PHOTOSTATE for them. somore i put colour. weee super teacher.

HUNGRY AH....YOU TIAN MANA MAKANAN?!?!??!?!?!?!

i am mentally drained..need a bed :(:(

Boredom

Watched american idol yesterday, so glad that Kris won. Haha, sorry adam fans. I really don't like adam, i admit that his voice is unique, but not my cup of tea. Besides kris has a nice voice..hahaha!

Im so bored! i havent felt BORED for a long time. And i don't wanna touch anything that is related to college/work.

Im so bored to the extend that i donno wad to blog also. Just updating for the sake of updating.

Was really upset yesterday. dun have to sad mood to blog about it anymore. sleeping helps to relieve depression haha.

ok. update later

time flies

time really flies. and first semester is gonna end..really soon. To be exact, in less than 2 weeks time.

it has been really really really hectic. This is not gonna end until next week.

well..wish me luck.

failure

i've tried to excel, but i just simply cant.

im so sorry.

i've tried my best.

and im not as good as you think.

I'm nothing but a great disappointment